Tuesday, December 7, 2010

The Torture I Put Myself Through

So I've been staring at this screen for more than a half trying to type something.  But my motivation is completely gone.  Why?  Because I'm freaking hungry!!! This is ridiculous! I ate dinner but the crap kept me full for maybe an hour.  Seriously my metabolism is pissing me off.  Yea, yea, I'm sure I won't be saying this in 10 years but right now I can't afford for this to happen.  There's never any food here and even if there was my uncle's kitchen isn't exactly the place that you want to be cooking in.  And this fast food stuff all the time?  Nope, won't do it.  Health-wise and finance-wise, I will not.  This is getting extremely out of hand.  I'm actually in starving mode.  I'm no longer hungry.  I'm starving.  And let me repeat: I ate 2 hours ago.  (Actually reread this and realized that was the first time I said it's been 2 hours, but watev.)  Anyway, I'm going to eat these cheese nips.  Probably the entire box.  And it'll probably hold me for another hour, but it's something.  OH!!! And I am NOT pregnant...if that's what ANYONE was thinking.  I've been like this for years....seriously!!


...it's been real luvs --->

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